this summer has crazy and it has zipped by so fast i wish that i could have done more or seen more people. i feel like lately life has been so crammed and hectic that i've lost a little bit of myself. like i don't know what my original life goals were and everything is falling out of order.

and it would be easier just to coast with life. take the easier route. not care. be a child again and do just what i wanted, when and however i want. but things are different now.

i have promised people things. and i must learn to keep those promises. to be serious. to have direction.

life is a crazy mess sometimes.